I simply Loved the Lyrics of this song… “like a stone”

On a cold wet Afternoon
No room for love and emptiness
By a freeway
I confess I was lost in the pages
Of a book
Full of death
Reading how we’ll die alone
And if we are Good will lay to rest

Anywhere we want to go
In your house
I long to be
Room by room, Patiently
I’ll wait for you there
Like a stone
Ill wait for you there
Alone

And on my death bed
I will prey
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan
To anyone who will take me to heaven
To a place
I would recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The world was black
And there you led me on

In your house
I long to be
Room by room
Patiently
Ill wait for you there
Liek a stone
Ill wait for you there
Alone

In all I read
Till the day was gone
And I sat in regret
In all the things Ive done
For all that I’ve blessed
And all that I’ve wronged
In dreams till my death
I will wonder on….

In your house
I long to be
Room by room
Patiently
Ill wait for you there
Like a stone
Ill wait for you there
Alone
Alone

Tanha jab rehti hun khayalo me tumhe paati hun,
Har jagah tumhe main mehsoos karti hun,
Apne saaye mein bhi main tumhe hi dekhti hun,
Kyun tum hi tum nazar aate ho sochti rehti hun.

Yeh kaisi hulchal hai dil me jo pehle na thi,
Har aahat se kyun main chounk uthti hun,
Nazar hamesha tumhe hi talashti rehti hai,
Aisa kyun lagta hai sochiti rehi hun..

Aate hi khayal tumhara, yun muskurane lagti hun,
Saamne na ho phir bhi kyun palak jhuk jaati hai,
Aankhen kholte hi tumhe samne paane ki tamanna hoti hai,
Yeh kaisi uljhan hai kya hua aaj mujhe,
Yeh sochti rehti hun…

- composed by me.

This is something I felt yesterday.. but couldn’t post it on the blog ’cause my internet was not working..

There I was sitting by the window of my lecturer’s cabin and waiting for her to return, looking outside the window. Wonderful weather…. It had been raining quite heavily since quite some time. Now its evening and I was wondering when I would be able to go back home. Just had one fruitful lecture for the day, so I had become tired just sitting and wasting time. Looking through the window, I could see a playground where young children are playing football, probably returned from school and enjoying there playtime in the drizzle. The sight made me feel nostalgic about my past. It reminded me of the days when I was a kid, playing in the ground with friends, getting wet in monsoon showers enjoying evening playtime, then getting scolded by mom. But I still cherish those days of childhood, the days of innocence, those were the fulfilled days which will never come back again. The thought of the past days are the good memories after all…….